Peace~grant my consciousness thy eternal slumber

Maha~Mantra

Hare Krisna

Hare Krisna

Hare Krisna

Krisna Krisna

Hare Hare

Hare Rama

Hare Rama

Rama Rama

Hare HAre

ill say this with a smile... :)

I LOVE BEING EVIL *pulse stop.* Never beat :)

I wonder why people actually bother reading my posts?

just wondering...hahaha..nevermind.I want to write something today but cant seem to think of anything worth it...I got something in mind yesterday about War and the necessity of being evil.

"Evil is a normal human personality,it is what Carl Gustav Jung describes as the Shadow.Shadow exist when there is light, so evil is the result of goodness. Light is only recognized when there is shadow or darkness.Both are necessary.."

but that would be a drag to explain...and im tired of explaing such things.hahaha.so I decided to place in random thoughts in those posts.I wonder who actually reads my posts and tries to deal with my twisted mind.

Main Entry: 1rant
Pronunciation: \ˈrant\
Function: verb
Etymology: obsolete Dutch ranten, randen
Date: 1601
intransitive verb 1 : to talk in a noisy, excited, or declamatory manner 2 : to scold vehemently
transitive verb : to utter in a bombastic declamatory fashion
— rant·er noun
— rant·ing·ly \ˈran-tiŋ-lē\ adverb


You!who reads my blog.this is actually a test post...please leave a comment when you read my blog.I want to know if this blog is actually worth my already short lived life.

anyways, more rants!haha. im getting excited in our future film viewing about the trilogy of Hannibal Lecter's story in our Theories of Personality subject. Hannibal Lecter is a Forensic Psychologist.They say the deadliest criminals are those who know about forensic psychology and high knowledge about personality theories....whew.who knows. i might be the next hannibal lecter.ngasab!

"ngars!ill eat you alive and make your skin my furniture!"

Next rant!Debate,debate,debate. sigh. Managing our debating society in our school is pretty difficult.tsk tsk tsk. we were down to 4 members then and 1 adviser then we screened for new members wherein we got 33 new members, but after 3 weeks...less than half are left...tsk tsk tsk...tough luck.But, im proud of my trainess.they are slowly learning my evil substance in debating.Bwahaha.!?! whew. anyways. We are hosting the incoming 18th Mindanao Parliamentary Debate Championships, and whew...preparations are killing me!whew...its really not that easy i tell you...tsk tsk tsk...

"Point sir!Isolation is different from separation!we are merely giving these sexual minorities an avenue or separate room to chikka!(?) not pick them all up and place them in a separate island and televise(?) them like in survivor!(?)" ((?); stands for not sure if I really did said these things.)

More!more!more rants! I pump man...yep...you heard me right...I pump!I pump iron!I go to the gym in a not so regular basis!hehe.dont blame it on me or tell me i dont have perseverance. Im a student!i need to have time for school*cough*blogging*cough*. I also have a diet plan which i follow. which i would like to keep as secret and soon sell it in the internet when it becomes effective with me and i would earn lots and lots of kaching!kaching! I would name my Diet then as *tentenenen~tenen! "Macho~te Diet Program: ang diet ng mga machong machete!" I know it sounds funny, and yes...I can see that smile of interest in your face! Im looking for people to try my diet program!dial 1-800-000-machote. call now!

"hammer and chisel needed for this workout. a huge knife and some suction devices are also necessary.We advise you see a carver before proceeding with this workout.all carved flesha cant be regained if mistakenly carved.Use the Big knife wisely...you dont want to cut just anything..."

ok...I guess its time to end this ranting...this post is getting too long already...ill end it now... ok?..ow wait...I remember.got some more rants i forgot.you wouldnt mind reading some more dont you?I know you wont mind...hehe.read on will you?if you dont...ill make your skin my furniture and your bones my milk!raaagh!

Here it goes!Ranting mania!woohoo!!!I miss someone sooo bad right now...yep...soo much...I miss a very important person...the worst thing is that we might not see each other for the next four years...tsk tsk...tough luck...life is unfair...(whoever told you its fair?)sigh. you know who you are!:D yes!you! you take care of yourself ok?its going to be a very long roller coaster ride...but ill make it through...kip safe.you know how special you are...:)

"I miss cloudhoppers... :("

Last rant for this post...im sick right now...:(...got colds and coughs and a terrible headache.Ill be emceeing the ms.College of Arts and Sciences anytime soon and I hope to emcee the Burn the Floor hip hop competition as well this july 27...hopefully. I didnt recieve any confirmation yet. Juhn Ray Quia~eo aka Jang2x! ako na ba talaga emcee nun?:D anyways...got no voice...slowly losing it...thats what im worried about...this will pass...this will pass...:)

"...shh... "(la nga ako boses diba?)

whew...got more rants but i guess ill be saving the others for my next post.hehe.teecee.

True Happiness - The Beauty in Pain.

I love this song. ^_^... oh well. ill be ranting about happiness and the beauty in pain in this post.its 2:30 am and im still alive.whew.

What is happiness?I read an interesting post(gemini encounter) answering this question. She compared it to a billion-dollar diamond that is given to you as a child. as you grow old you get tired of this diamond. you found more colorful and bigger shiny objects and decided to throw away this diamond.only to realize its importance and value when it is already gone. So you go on pursuit of this billion-dollar diamond... and that is what she refers to as true happiness.When you finally found the billion-dollar diamond you actually achieve happiness and look at that diamondin a totally different way...It is like having second chances.like being given a new life.its like being reborn again.

I admire her brilliance actually for coming up with such analogy to compare the reality of things and how we seek happiness when we already lost it.

Yes Gabby, you are very brilliant indeed.and stop telling yourself you are not. ^_^

But I realized a question after reading the post...indeed that moment of finding your lost billion-dollar diamond is very rewarding and truly a big sign of happiness and change...I ask the question...What if...What if you cant or werent able to find your long lost billion-dollar diamond?What would become of you?Would you be forever sad?Would you forever be left in misery? Here goes the great part...I realized something more... There is no assurance of finding what is already lost.

True Happiness happens or materializes the moment you realized what you have lost and took pursuit of this happiness again...But when all else fails...Misery is not the option...rather it is the act of acknowledeging the fact that "YOU" once had a billion-dollar Diamond that became a very important part of your life. This billion-dollar diamond would be in other people's hand now...atleast,Other people would be able to experience or appreciate the happiness of having a billion-dollar diamond.

difficult.but needed.Life doesnt end when your happy.When you have actually self-actualized yourself.The act of becoming a beacon of light and hope to others should become your next priority. The world dont owe us anything.rather we owe the world everything.True happiness is when the happiness you realized is channeled to others as well.

it boils down to being optimistic actually.The defense mechanism of sublimation can atest to the fact that it is indeed possible. We should be afraid of pain.hell.war.or all this negative stuff. There is beauty in pain. Recognition of happiness happens when pain surfaces and the urge to be happy is awakened. The admiration and goal to go or experience heaven is felt when we are in hell. The ultimate goal of war is Peace.Negativity kills...so smile...it helps...trust me...

Sublimation: Transformation of negative emotions or instincts into positive actions, behavior, or emotion

Smile dear...

its my hidden paradise

to Love you...

Ill give up to no price

its 2:00am philippine time.Im awake.Im alive.Im tired.Im lost.but Im happy.*sigh*

There are things that just need to be done and realities that need to be faced.It may be difficult but it was never said to be impossible.Im 2km away from home right now but I got no worries.My Muscles are aching so bad but im at peace.Im missing everything but this temporary paradise soothed my soul. Im sure for the first time in 2 weeks ill be able to sleep with a smile once again in my face.I found my piece of heaven...again...

Defense Mechanism On!kzzt...tnx freud.

The computer manifestation of my mind... www.manifestme.com

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