The world in black and white

Body aches, head hurts, runny nose, exams tommorow...what could get better than this.haha. Might as well put my time to good use by writing another blog entry. Ive seen the world in full colors and even sepia too...but nothing compares to seeing the world in black and white...no colors....no complications...no emotions... no hate...no love...a utopian world... A world similar to the movie equilibrium where everyone living was required by law to take a drug that supresses human emotion because of one reason....they say that the source of pain and crime in the world...is human emotion selfishness,envy,hate,love, and stuff... How i wish i have a drug like that... Why you may ask?simple...to be able to deal with the world... Its a great relief... to be able to stand and look at others when everyone is dying... to be able to avoid crying when you yourself is bleeding... to be able to suffer no more the imperfect world... now wouldnt that be great...but what are emotions really for? are they merely a source of pain and suffering? Well recently i started to believe otheriwise...for the greatest joys of life...can be found in these imperfect emotions... and now I start to live my life with a full blast of colors...may it be dull, dark, gloomy, sunny, bright or what...its life...and I would love to experience every pain and joy of it...no more black and white pictures...