5 chapters of Darkness

Chapter 1

"Doubt"

I doubted my abilities

by not doing what I can do best

I chained myself to a wall

and will never be free like the rest

I doubted myself

by wearing a coward's mask

I hid myself with lies

and will never be able to do any task

I doubted my Heart

Believing I am worth no one

I pierced my heart with thorns

and will never be able to love anyone

I doubted my Life

by denying my existense now and then

I isolated myself from reality

and will never be able to live again

I doubted my whole world

I doubted Everything

I was fooled that doubting was searching

Such doubt made me fear everything

Chapter 2

"Fear"

I fear the Darkness

The Darkness of my heart

I did not risk to love

Such a complicated Art

I fear the images

Chimera in my mind

I did not risk to see

for I thought there is none to find

I fear the silence

Silence of my tears

I did not risk to listen

I decided to close my ears

I fear the Animosity

The bitterness of life

I did not risk to taste it

Everything is full of strife

I feared my own existence

Shivering with the coldness of demise

These fears made me bleed

bleed failures i dont need

Chapter 3

"Failure"

I failed to subsist

and live life to the fullest

I regret denying my existence

My life's pains so endless

I failed my Persona

Someone drenched with lies

I regret wearing a mask

such a deadly game of dice

I failed my limits

Evading my own abilities

I regret Chaining myself in a mirage

I created my own frailties

I failed my heart

a heart turned to stone

I regret not loving

Glorification with a False Crown

I failed yet succeeded...

Succeeded to be Mediocre

Everything is now Crimson Red

as I get overpowered with Hatred

Chapter 4

"Hate"

I hated my Doubts

a foolish act for nothing

a sign of my great fall

I neglected what life could bring

I hated my fears

An excuse fit for cowards

The start of my great fall

I was hindered to go forward

I hated my failures

This punishment I am worth

The peak of my Great fall

I was judged harshly by Destiny

I hated myself

A man who lost all Heaven

The End of my Great fall

I only deserve to be forgotten

I hated so much

Such a Painful Ending

As the Devil in the pale moonligt dances

I lost all sense, I am slowly Dying

Chapter 5

"Sense"

I was blinded by darkness

blinded by lies...

but you showed me the light

and ended my cries

I was silenced by anger

anger from pain...

but you taught me how to speak

like the fierce thunder within a gentle rain

I was deafened by cries

cries of suffering...

but you showed me how to listen

with no more fear nor doubting

I was suffocated by Enigmas

Confusion and Guilt...

but you showed me how to breathe

A paradigm of hope we have built

I was numbed by loneliness

My heart was lonely...

but you have comforted me

By promising you will never leave me

I Doubted, Feared, Failed, and Hated

Death was certain

Hope was a Caustic Friend

My suffering no more, My journey ended.