Nunc Scio Quit Sit Amor

Nunc Scio Quit Sit Amor

Lost in the Valley of illusions

Deluded by Fate

A soul who blindly Pursued

Realization came too late

Trapped in a form of a Phantasm

such a feeble mind

Devoured alive by Phantoms

Hope came, The deceitful kind

Burnt wings I carried

Stumbling to heaven's door

only to be shattered, rejected

Death was the only choice nothing more

A testimony of imperfection

A kiss That touched Death's hand

Such a metaphoric act

To write Promises on the sand

Nunc Scio Quit Sit Amore

"Now I know what love is..."

5 chapters of Darkness

Chapter 1

"Doubt"

I doubted my abilities

by not doing what I can do best

I chained myself to a wall

and will never be free like the rest

I doubted myself

by wearing a coward's mask

I hid myself with lies

and will never be able to do any task

I doubted my Heart

Believing I am worth no one

I pierced my heart with thorns

and will never be able to love anyone

I doubted my Life

by denying my existense now and then

I isolated myself from reality

and will never be able to live again

I doubted my whole world

I doubted Everything

I was fooled that doubting was searching

Such doubt made me fear everything

Chapter 2

"Fear"

I fear the Darkness

The Darkness of my heart

I did not risk to love

Such a complicated Art

I fear the images

Chimera in my mind

I did not risk to see

for I thought there is none to find

I fear the silence

Silence of my tears

I did not risk to listen

I decided to close my ears

I fear the Animosity

The bitterness of life

I did not risk to taste it

Everything is full of strife

I feared my own existence

Shivering with the coldness of demise

These fears made me bleed

bleed failures i dont need

Chapter 3

"Failure"

I failed to subsist

and live life to the fullest

I regret denying my existence

My life's pains so endless

I failed my Persona

Someone drenched with lies

I regret wearing a mask

such a deadly game of dice

I failed my limits

Evading my own abilities

I regret Chaining myself in a mirage

I created my own frailties

I failed my heart

a heart turned to stone

I regret not loving

Glorification with a False Crown

I failed yet succeeded...

Succeeded to be Mediocre

Everything is now Crimson Red

as I get overpowered with Hatred

Chapter 4

"Hate"

I hated my Doubts

a foolish act for nothing

a sign of my great fall

I neglected what life could bring

I hated my fears

An excuse fit for cowards

The start of my great fall

I was hindered to go forward

I hated my failures

This punishment I am worth

The peak of my Great fall

I was judged harshly by Destiny

I hated myself

A man who lost all Heaven

The End of my Great fall

I only deserve to be forgotten

I hated so much

Such a Painful Ending

As the Devil in the pale moonligt dances

I lost all sense, I am slowly Dying

Chapter 5

"Sense"

I was blinded by darkness

blinded by lies...

but you showed me the light

and ended my cries

I was silenced by anger

anger from pain...

but you taught me how to speak

like the fierce thunder within a gentle rain

I was deafened by cries

cries of suffering...

but you showed me how to listen

with no more fear nor doubting

I was suffocated by Enigmas

Confusion and Guilt...

but you showed me how to breathe

A paradigm of hope we have built

I was numbed by loneliness

My heart was lonely...

but you have comforted me

By promising you will never leave me

I Doubted, Feared, Failed, and Hated

Death was certain

Hope was a Caustic Friend

My suffering no more, My journey ended.

Poetic Assertions

A Jester's Plea to the Rose

you have weaved dreams in my life

Showered colors and light

The days started growing longer

and the feelings go stronger

I may have been a dull man

Having a wooden heart

but blood flowed through me

because of promises that well never part

Once again this dead angel took flight

seeking for your sweet kiss

allow me to fly with you in your dreams

for thy love shall be my ultimate bliss

This world will witness a new life born

a miraculous healing of a living tragedy

And thus if your love shall send me to heaven

Love me...ill Die Happy

SinFul

Sinful

Heaven seeker, I am.

a pilgrim in flight

Weaving untold dreams

under brilliant startlight

Death sayer, I am

a beast released

Running from broken pasts

longing for the sinful kiss

A Magus, I am

a Jester masked with colors

dodging distant glances

dancing in remorse

An Angel, I am

judgement in one of my rings

come fly with me...

come shelter in my wings

quod orbis terrarum est meus own.

volubilis universitas! volubilis Quod sic orbis terrarum volubilis. Is est in meus misericordia quod EGO sum sator. EGO partum somnium quod attero somnium. EGO sum ultimate mechanic. peice per piece ego effrego down res quod piece per piece ego loco is tergum. EGO can manipulate quisquam. tamen pectus pectoris ut subsisto pulsus , EGO cannot fixed. EGO sum quos diabolus tripudio per in stilus moonlight. luna of deceptio EGO have partum. Etiamnunc is partum attero mihi. Quod orbis terrarum est meus own. EGO sum